Tummy's swollen - can't get to the doctors for weeks.

Yesterday was kind of crazy.

The elementary school's open house was last night and I had to attend alone - Bryan had a football game to referee.

So, knowing I had to go alone, I threw a pizza on the table and $20 to a teen-age babysitter and I was gone from 6:30 to 8:30p.

I came home to messy kitchen but clean kids - everyone eventually went to bed, just a little later than normal.

I think that this may be the future for me - only soon it will be with four kids!!!


It's funny - I've spent the last two years listening to everyone tell me how we'd be C-R-A-Z-Y to have one more, yet after announcing we are pregnant, the tone has changed to WHAT A BLESSING, YOU'LL BE FINE, QUIT FREAKING OUT.

I'll admit that I'm still freaked out, but I can no longer deny that something is growing inside me. My belly looks about 5 months pregnant.

Just worried that there is two in there... which would be bad.

At work, yesterday, I saw a portable US machine and was tempted to grab it and go into a closet and try to see for myself what's going on in there.

We need to think boy and think only one...

Fingers crossed.

Maybe, I'll grab that machine today.